NO-ONE GETS PARDONED FOR LIVING. I HOPE WE ARE NOT GOING TO HAVE ANY OF THIS "FOUL FIEND" BUSINESS.

Either my biological clock is ticking or I'm getting pathetic in my "old age".

You see, there is this guy I kinda sorta like.
"What's the big deal?" you may be asking. Well the issue is, 1) he is younger than I like (but legal)...hes like...1 or 2 years younger than I am. A Freshie. 2) ...wellll those aren't negative traits....He's a total nerd, he isn't attractive in the physical sense, he is a music genius and he isn't a perv.

My issue (other than his age) is that I can not allow myself to be distracted by the opposite gender during school. He's very affectionate and nice. ANNNNNNNNNNNNNNND my friend (at college) doesn't like him because she looks at him as a potential employee and not as a person and doesn't seem to want to know him as such.

He is a Christian. For realz. He prays publicly in the dining hall before he eats as well. Not many "Christians" do even that.

But anyway, my idiotic mind (part of it) is all like, hey....what if i went out with him? He'd be a good person to date. But the logical side of me is all like, oh hells no. He's a younger guy and he's not your "type". But I like him a lot and think hes a god person to be a friend. But the idiotic side wants to be closer. Logical side says, you've only known him half a school year don't be an idiot.

My logical side will win out. But trying to keep my idiotic hormonal side from speaking is always a struggle (No. Its not Public...my mind likes to fight itself).

So yahz....I like him....evidently I like him alot. I hope this feeling goes away. Its a nuisance. Damn hormones.